say whaaaaat .. '

I can't believe Ima be a SENIOR!! Say Whaaaaaaat? :) I have learned a lot this year . What I have learned: ° not to slack ° don't get to far behind on homework or casework ° choose your Fri ends wisely ° don't be afraid to be who you are , your true friends will accept you for who you are ° never get caught up in drama . ° if you put yourself out there , there is a good chance you will get sucked into drama . Throughout my time in high school , I have learned a lot about who I am and who my friends are . Even though I just moved up here , I can already kinda see who is my real friends . Once you go through a lot , it will become easier to figure out who really care for you . Also , staying true to your self will also help you towards your real friends . But Don't get to attached to anybody because there is a good chance that once you guys graduate high school , you guys won't be friends . make as many memories as you can because high school will go by fastener than you think .

The new ' same old me ...

The day started as a normal day. You know, waking up , eating some breakfast , etc. But as soon as I put my breakfast stuff away, I see a HUGE rampaging chicken coming right at me. So like a normal human being, I start taking off. I'm running and I'm running. Little do I know, my little brother left a banana peel near the coach where i'm running too. I slip on the banana peel, bang my head on the glass table, and flipped onto the couch.I wake up in the hospital and I don't remember ANYTHING about myself. And from what I have been told, I have to have a panal, or judges, to teach me about myself again. My panal would be: 1) My aunt: She has been there since birth & she's been there everyday of my life. She will remind me what I have been through. 2) My uncle: Him and I have through a lot of arguments and fights, but regardless of what has happened, he has been there whenever I needed him. we have been through EVERYTHING together. He'll remind me all the things that make me made and annoyed. 3) My Grandma: She practically raised me from birth so she'd tell me who I am. 4) My friend Taylor: She kept me together when I wanted to fall apart. She will remind me how strong I have become.

true friends .. '

April 19, 2013 Honestly, I tend to get insecure about myself because of all the things that is wrong with me. Not a lot of people know what I live with and when I usually think about everything, I usually doubt myself about EVERYTHING!! You were the only one there to help me before I actually did anything stupid. All those sleepless mights, endless calls, all those ridiculous and intense arguments. You were ALWAYS there. But now times are harder because you have passed away about 3 years ago and now I feel as if I am alone and nobody understands who I am.

Never Say Goodbye '

My favorite song would have to be ' Never Say Goodbye 'by Marques Houston. My Story: Once upon a time, a long time ago, there was this girl named Aliyah. Her best friend was named Jessica. They use to spend ALL there time together. Literally, they would spend like every second of the day. But the thing was, Aliyah only visited Jessica during the summer because they lived in 2 different states. Even though they did live in different states, they still communicated and they were still best friends. Aliyah and Jessica thought they would be friends for ever! But one day, Aliyah made a decision that changed the rest of her life. She wanted to move out of state. She didn't realize how much things would change after she made her decision until things happened. After awhile, Aliyah and Jessica haven't seen each other in 2 years. A couple years later, they stopped communicating. But regardless of how long they haven't seen each other, or how long they haven't talked, they NEVER said goodbye. Lyrics: Good-bye...Farewell Well it seems like only yesterday, When we first started making our way, I knew it was a start to something makin'up some magic moments. I knew I had a friend that would be down 'til the end, Stick around through the thick and the thin, And know it is the time we depart... in our lives, As bright as the stars in the sky. Chorus: And we'll be movin'(on and on) But we'll never say good-bye(Never say good-bye), This maybe farewell my friend [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/never-say-goodbye-lyrics-marques-houston.html ] But we'll never say good-bye verse 2: I wanna make a vow to you, 'cause I'm feeling full inside, This will not be the end my friend this is only farewell not good-bye. Chorus: And we'll be movin' on and on But we'll never say good-bye, This maybe farewell my friend, But we'll never say good-bye, Bridge: Never(Never),said Never (Never), said Never Never Never Never will we say good-bye whoh----hoh hoh hoh hoh yeah

My theme songg

It took me awhile to figure out what I think my life theme song is. And I came to a conclusion. My life's theme song would most likely be "Temporary Home" by Carrie Underwood. It's more of a country song. Even though I am not a country girl, but this song touched my heart. I honestly think it will follow me while I go. I think that this song explains my life probably the most because of what I have been through. A lot of songs would explain my life but this song would have to explain it the most. This is probably the only song I know by Carrie Underwood (: Little boy, six years old A little too used to being alone Another new mom and dad Another school, another house that will never be home When people ask him how he likes this place He looks up and says with a smile upon his face This is my temporary home, it's not where I belong Windows and rooms that I'm passing through This is just a stop on the way to where I'm going I'm not afraid because I know This is my temporary home Young mom, on her own She needs a little help, got nowhere to go She's looking for a job, looking for a way out 'Cause a halfway house will never be a home At night she whispers to her baby girl "Someday we'll find our place here in this world" This is our temporary home, it's not where we belong Windows and rooms that we're passing through This is just a stop on the way to where we're going I'm not afraid because I know This is our temporary home Old man, hospital bed The room is filled with people he loves And he whispers "Don't cry for me, I'll see you all someday" He looks up and says "I can see God's face" This is my temporary home, it's not where I belong Windows and rooms that I'm passing through This was just a stop on the way to where I'm going I'm not afraid because I know This was my temporary home This is our temporary home

what you never knew ' >.>

I know I am new and nobody really knows much about me ' but here is a LITTLE information about me. I am 17 years of age , about to me 18 in 21 days !!!! I am 3rd of 8 brothers and sisters My actual bestfriend lives in Georgia. I'm naturally blonde Softball is my LIFE !! Usually I tend to give people a lot of chances because I never learn the first time. I've only had 3 boyfriends in my entire life. I don't know my dad all that much. last time I had seen him i was 2 and he passed away when i was 11.

Insiders .. :x

I have a lot of inside jokes but I can't really give you the FULL details of why the inside jokes came about. "Ima beat the Redneck outta you" - this one is with one of my close friends down in Florida because of this guy that was titled as a redneck. "The WEE-FEE is working, the WEE-FEE is working" - My sister & I made this insider at 3 o'clock at night when we were EXTREMELY tired and the wi-fi started working. When the Wi-Fi started working, we started screaming it worked around the house and started acting reckless. "

If I had to choose to go anywhere, I would choose to go to Cancun Mexico. I honestly couldn't tell you why I would go there, but I do. It seems so pretty and fun to visit. I plan to go there during my spring break of my senior year.I was going to go this year but I kind of moved and ruined my plans to go. But I don't know why. I think it'll be good experience and a good story to tell everyone. And plus, who wouldn't want to eat Mexican food? Just kidding, i barely like Mexican food. But I also want to learn their culture.

Love for me ' ? o_O

Since today is Valentine's day, I guess I have to show love. But to me instead. What makes me awesome has to be the fact that I am SHORT!!! Everyone says that my shortness is cute or adorable. Also, I tend to say some silly things. Half the time I say whatever comes to mind which a lot of people find amusing.Honestly, I can't think of anything awesome about me right now. Just not feeling the love today.Oh ‘ I love the fact that I can amuse myself , anywhere and at any time. I have a weird fear though. Clowns

You wanna know who my secret crush is ? You really want to know ? It's Zac Efron <3 The only reason why I like him his because if his eyes. His eyes are like OH MY GOSH !!!! Tell me not ? I would honestly want to get to know him the most out of all the celebrities because he's just so AAHH ' (: I would MARRY HIM if I had the chance. Yes guys he is literally my celebrity crush. He is just to CUTE !! If Zac Efron came to my door and told me to leave my boyfriend, if I had one at the time, I WOULD !!!

My last 24 hours ! (:

What I would do within my last 24 hours to live, I would go skydiving. Just kidding, I'm afraid to look down when I am that high. But I would probably go skiing, and just have tons of fun and what not. I'll probably eat a lot of food, see half of some movies, become president! I would just do whatever comes to my mind. Even if it is stupid. I tend to do stupid things only because you only live once. Y.O.L.O (: But seriously, I am a ‘party’ type girl but I know right from wrong so I don’t think ill do anything seriously stupid.

Siblings from birth , friends for life

My siblings and I had some pretty good times. Usually my 13 year old brother and I just start cracking up on our younger brother. Other times we just go outside and play outside games if we had nothing better to do. When we crack on our younger brother, our younger brother just sits there and laughs because he doesn't understand whats going on. We all used to play catch and play basketball. Honestly, I don't really have much of a relationship with my sibilings because I was barely around either of my parents. But I wish things were different because it gets me upset when others talk about their brother or sisters

the FUTURE '

First off, I wouldn't volunteer to have my body frozen! And if I did, and I came into the future 1,000 years, I think the human race would be overly fat and lazy because they wouldn't have any exercise and they would have little robot computers to do EVERYTHING for them. People would probably be stuck up because they would get everything they want and would think that they'll rich and powerful. And if they tried to talk to me, I would probably sound crazy because I'll be talking all this nonsense. I'll be looking around at the buildings and see all the lights of, no cars parked, nothing insight because everyone is in their house doing absolutely NOTHING! And the only time you would see a hoverboard is when the military is practicing to protect the lonely fat people